Crap!!! Hope it goes well! I particularly like the fact that for the last three nights I have had to make up my points with vodka - god diets rock!
I don't know if I have lost weight on the scales or not, but my stomach is definitely going down, sadly I seem to be having the same issues with my boobs! I realised last night that they were definitely heading south, I thought I was doing pretty well for an almost 40 year old, they were still reasonably perky! Turns out however that, that simply is not the case, they were still holding up okay because they were resting on top of my stomach!
So now the question is - what is more important??? Perky boobs or a flat stomach, god the decisions I sometimes have to make!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
We did it!!! We joined weight watchers!!!
I am down 3.5 kilos, so that is a good start!!
I am allowed 48 points a day which is a shite load of food and I don't know if I will even be able to eat that much but I will certainly give it my best shot lol!!
If all else fails a woodie is 11 points so a couple of them and I will be all good
Gotta say the new weight watchers is fantastic, so simple to choose your food I actually looking forward to it!!
I am down 3.5 kilos, so that is a good start!!
I am allowed 48 points a day which is a shite load of food and I don't know if I will even be able to eat that much but I will certainly give it my best shot lol!!
If all else fails a woodie is 11 points so a couple of them and I will be all good
Gotta say the new weight watchers is fantastic, so simple to choose your food I actually looking forward to it!!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Today is the day I have decided to no longer wear pants!!! I hate pants they annoy me, so I have taken them off!
Hubby seems to be slightly concerned about the neighbours, but you know what, they would be lucky to catch a glimpse of this fine ass. I also dislike underpants quite a lot but figure I will let the neighbours get used to the pantlessness before I go the whole hog!!
Weight??? Well I think we should discuss that another day when I have not just finished my second helping of dinner and am not finishing my third bourbon!! On a positive note it is not woodies but the real stuff with coke zero!!! See I am commited!
I have to mention the earthquake because it is so bloody tragic, I lived in that beautiful city for 5 years and have a lot of happy memories, sadly only of the city not the dickhead I lived there with!
It is so sad to see all those beautiful buildings destroyed and the lives and homes of so many what a tragic waste!!
Hubby seems to be slightly concerned about the neighbours, but you know what, they would be lucky to catch a glimpse of this fine ass. I also dislike underpants quite a lot but figure I will let the neighbours get used to the pantlessness before I go the whole hog!!
Weight??? Well I think we should discuss that another day when I have not just finished my second helping of dinner and am not finishing my third bourbon!! On a positive note it is not woodies but the real stuff with coke zero!!! See I am commited!
I have to mention the earthquake because it is so bloody tragic, I lived in that beautiful city for 5 years and have a lot of happy memories, sadly only of the city not the dickhead I lived there with!
It is so sad to see all those beautiful buildings destroyed and the lives and homes of so many what a tragic waste!!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
God this could take for ever, I have no space bar or n so am using the on screen keyboard and it is so slow,
I know how turtles feel!!!
Speaking of turtles, that bought back memories of my turtles, I had two they were a gift from a boyfriend they were seriously cool and we literally used to spend hours watching them and having very, deep, meaningful discussions, whilst under the influence of various substances, about the cool lives they must have!! I spent time living in thames okay!! There was nothing to do but get stoned and go to the pub!
This morning I happened to glance down only to discover my stomach no longer sticks out further than my boobs!! Truly stoked, it has been a while since that happened!!
I know how turtles feel!!!
Speaking of turtles, that bought back memories of my turtles, I had two they were a gift from a boyfriend they were seriously cool and we literally used to spend hours watching them and having very, deep, meaningful discussions, whilst under the influence of various substances, about the cool lives they must have!! I spent time living in thames okay!! There was nothing to do but get stoned and go to the pub!
This morning I happened to glance down only to discover my stomach no longer sticks out further than my boobs!! Truly stoked, it has been a while since that happened!!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Still haven't weighed myself, it just seems to hard!!!
Not only am I cleaning out my body, but I am cleaning out my house, the bedroom end of the house is complete, I defy you to find dirt or mess down there!! Okay so I cleaned out my wardrobe, holy shit you should have seen it, there have been no clothes in my wardrobe for the last year, because they simply could not fit, the crap was piled up to the roof and that is no exaggeration!! Now there are clothes hanging in there and two baskets on the floor and that is it, those that have seen my wardrobe will fully understand the effort that was put into cleaning it out. Charlies room also is done and yes her wardrobe too, Tristans wardrobe is full of Hayleys crap and I figure at 13 she is old enough to clean it our herself, so that is the only wardrobe still incomplete!!
I am now looking into ways to fully lock off the end of the house so the children can only go there to sleep, cause I am so not doing that again!
I am currently on the kitchen and it is starting to make some sense, at least all the fly shit is gone, god how I hate fly shit!
The problem was we moved into this house when tristan was 6 weeks old and at the time it was just too hard, so everything just got shoved wherever I could find space, this has been a long time coming.
As for the weight loss, I am still being good, am starting to really enjoy wraps for lunch and my muesli and yoghurt for breakfast.
I have discovered mammoth yoghurt, dear god that is some good food, it is full of grains and seeds and all that good stuff, you don't need to put it on muesli you just eat it as it is, it tastes divine and has the added bonus of being good for you.
I am however missing deluxe cheeseburgers, I love those things, I used to find an excuse far too regularly to pop down the road and get a couple. I am at the stage where I would almost swap one of my children for one!! In fact some days I would swap both of them for one!!!
Not only am I cleaning out my body, but I am cleaning out my house, the bedroom end of the house is complete, I defy you to find dirt or mess down there!! Okay so I cleaned out my wardrobe, holy shit you should have seen it, there have been no clothes in my wardrobe for the last year, because they simply could not fit, the crap was piled up to the roof and that is no exaggeration!! Now there are clothes hanging in there and two baskets on the floor and that is it, those that have seen my wardrobe will fully understand the effort that was put into cleaning it out. Charlies room also is done and yes her wardrobe too, Tristans wardrobe is full of Hayleys crap and I figure at 13 she is old enough to clean it our herself, so that is the only wardrobe still incomplete!!
I am now looking into ways to fully lock off the end of the house so the children can only go there to sleep, cause I am so not doing that again!
I am currently on the kitchen and it is starting to make some sense, at least all the fly shit is gone, god how I hate fly shit!
The problem was we moved into this house when tristan was 6 weeks old and at the time it was just too hard, so everything just got shoved wherever I could find space, this has been a long time coming.
As for the weight loss, I am still being good, am starting to really enjoy wraps for lunch and my muesli and yoghurt for breakfast.
I have discovered mammoth yoghurt, dear god that is some good food, it is full of grains and seeds and all that good stuff, you don't need to put it on muesli you just eat it as it is, it tastes divine and has the added bonus of being good for you.
I am however missing deluxe cheeseburgers, I love those things, I used to find an excuse far too regularly to pop down the road and get a couple. I am at the stage where I would almost swap one of my children for one!! In fact some days I would swap both of them for one!!!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Well I am going to weigh myself this week, so that will be interesting!!
I have been good but very tired this week, just completely lacking in energy, I think it may be the withdrawals from the woodies!! Though I will confess to having drunk two this week!!
I seem to have a bit of a fetish for exclamation marks at the moment, they just seem so useable and appropriate for everything, I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I have been pretty good, still haven't joined weight watchers, why?? You ask, I could say I have been busy, the kids have been sick, all true, however not the reason I didn't go, I just could not be bothered, it just seemed too hard at the time, I will get there one day!
Now some of you may be seeing a bit of a pattern emerging here, yes I procrastinate, I procrastinate really badly, I am the kind of person that will start decorating a cake 11pm the night before it is due to be picked up. I will get it done and I will get it done well, it just seems that I am the type of person that works best under pressure, give me four days to do a cake, I will simply piss around for four days and do it at the last minute!!
So anyway I am having a rather crappy, lazy week and my motivation has completely left me, it is one of those weeks where I really want to sit down with a number of bowls of chips and dip and just eat for the sake of it, but I haven't and I won't, that person is gone, she no longer lives here, she has taken her fat ass and sashayed on out of here.
I will confess to a few slices of hell pizza last night, but that really is about where my confession ends I have been pretty good, it is a long slow road I am going down and at the moment I feel like I am on my bmx trying to ride up the steepest hill, one step forward and none back is what I am aiming for so wish me luck!!
I have been good but very tired this week, just completely lacking in energy, I think it may be the withdrawals from the woodies!! Though I will confess to having drunk two this week!!
I seem to have a bit of a fetish for exclamation marks at the moment, they just seem so useable and appropriate for everything, I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I have been pretty good, still haven't joined weight watchers, why?? You ask, I could say I have been busy, the kids have been sick, all true, however not the reason I didn't go, I just could not be bothered, it just seemed too hard at the time, I will get there one day!
Now some of you may be seeing a bit of a pattern emerging here, yes I procrastinate, I procrastinate really badly, I am the kind of person that will start decorating a cake 11pm the night before it is due to be picked up. I will get it done and I will get it done well, it just seems that I am the type of person that works best under pressure, give me four days to do a cake, I will simply piss around for four days and do it at the last minute!!
So anyway I am having a rather crappy, lazy week and my motivation has completely left me, it is one of those weeks where I really want to sit down with a number of bowls of chips and dip and just eat for the sake of it, but I haven't and I won't, that person is gone, she no longer lives here, she has taken her fat ass and sashayed on out of here.
I will confess to a few slices of hell pizza last night, but that really is about where my confession ends I have been pretty good, it is a long slow road I am going down and at the moment I feel like I am on my bmx trying to ride up the steepest hill, one step forward and none back is what I am aiming for so wish me luck!!
Friday, February 11, 2011
I am back!!!
What a week!!! My computer died! I thought giving up woodies was going to be hard, jesus they are nothing compared to no computer!! I felt like I had lost my best friend, and a limb.
The lovely vanessa has lent me hers whilst she plays netball so I am starting to feel human again lol!
It is quite sad actually that so much of my life revolves around my computer, simple things like we don't have a phone book, we don't need one we just look people up on here, if I want info on things I google it. We went for a train ride yesturday and I couldn't even look up the number for the trains, let alone google timetables, we just turned up at the station and hoped we would get it right!!
I will admit after four days I am starting to go back to the old way of communicating, I actually ring and text my friends, hell I even went and visited some, shock horror!! When on earth did the cyber world become my social life??
Anyhow back to the subject - yes I am still fat, perhaps not as fat as I was this time last week, but still fat nonetheless, I am actually feeling quite good despite the tummy bug that has just decimated our family this week! I am really starting to enjoy eating healthily, it really isn't that hard.
After I spent a week in hospital earlier this year, I came home with a whole new attitude and a whole new lifestyle, for nearly 4 months I ate healthy and really looked after myself, somehow I let that slide, I am not sure why, I just did, but I am back, and determined to be healthy.
We are planning an overseas holiday christmas this year and at the moment I don't think my ass would actually fit in an aeroplane seat, so my first goal is to lose enough weight to fit comfortably in one! I am determined to not focus on the scales but more on my size so will not be weighing myself for a few weeks. However my sister in law has convinced me to join weight watchers with her so i guess I cannot avoid the dreaded scales there!!!
The lovely vanessa has lent me hers whilst she plays netball so I am starting to feel human again lol!
It is quite sad actually that so much of my life revolves around my computer, simple things like we don't have a phone book, we don't need one we just look people up on here, if I want info on things I google it. We went for a train ride yesturday and I couldn't even look up the number for the trains, let alone google timetables, we just turned up at the station and hoped we would get it right!!
I will admit after four days I am starting to go back to the old way of communicating, I actually ring and text my friends, hell I even went and visited some, shock horror!! When on earth did the cyber world become my social life??
Anyhow back to the subject - yes I am still fat, perhaps not as fat as I was this time last week, but still fat nonetheless, I am actually feeling quite good despite the tummy bug that has just decimated our family this week! I am really starting to enjoy eating healthily, it really isn't that hard.
After I spent a week in hospital earlier this year, I came home with a whole new attitude and a whole new lifestyle, for nearly 4 months I ate healthy and really looked after myself, somehow I let that slide, I am not sure why, I just did, but I am back, and determined to be healthy.
We are planning an overseas holiday christmas this year and at the moment I don't think my ass would actually fit in an aeroplane seat, so my first goal is to lose enough weight to fit comfortably in one! I am determined to not focus on the scales but more on my size so will not be weighing myself for a few weeks. However my sister in law has convinced me to join weight watchers with her so i guess I cannot avoid the dreaded scales there!!!
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