Okay, well here I go, normally I am a very private person, but lately I have discovered I am fat!! Not just fat but really, really fat. I can no longer blame the shops for put magnifying windows in there stores, the camera simply does not lie and some bastard managed to catch me on one.
I looked at the photo and thought - jesus, shoot me if I ever get that fat, sadly though it was me and I don't own a gun so I guess the next best thing is a diet.
Just so you are all aware, I am not fat because I have something wrong with me, there are no medical issues, there is nothing I can blame it on, I quite simply adore food, not certain foods, not just sweet foods, or savoury foods, any type of food, any type at all, god just writing about it makes me want some!!
So bearing in mind my love of food, dieting for me is like cutting off a limb, actually not just one limb!!
Being that I am now "that fat person" the one that in the past I would have avoided making eye contact with, my love of food is no longer a luxury I can afford, because as the saying goes I love my children more than food and I want to be here to see them grow up.
So wednesday morning I am off to see the lovely Wetex Kang to do the dreaded weigh in thing, I have no idea how fat I am, I have not weighed myself since before I got pregnant with my son!
Of course tomorrow I will do the last day before the diet compulsory pig out, so wish me luck with that!!