Well I am going to weigh myself this week, so that will be interesting!!

I have been good but very tired this week, just completely lacking in energy, I think it may be the withdrawals from the woodies!! Though I will confess to having drunk two this week!!

I seem to have a bit of a fetish for exclamation marks at the moment, they just seem so useable and appropriate for everything, I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I have been pretty good, still haven't joined weight watchers, why?? You ask, I could say I have been busy, the kids have been sick, all true, however not the reason I didn't go, I just could not be bothered, it just seemed too hard at the time, I will get there one day!

Now some of you may be seeing a bit of a pattern emerging here, yes I procrastinate, I procrastinate really badly, I am the kind of person that will start decorating a cake 11pm the night before it is due to be picked up. I will get it done and I will get it done well, it just seems that I am the type of person that works best under pressure, give me four days to do a cake, I will simply piss around for four days and do it at the last minute!!

So anyway I am having a rather crappy, lazy week and my motivation has completely left me, it is one of those weeks where I really want to sit down with a number of bowls of chips and dip and just eat for the sake of it, but I haven't and I won't, that person is gone, she no longer lives here, she has taken her fat ass and sashayed on out of here.

I will confess to a few slices of hell pizza last night, but that really is about where my confession ends I have been pretty good, it is a long slow road I am going down and at the moment I feel like I am on my bmx trying to ride up the steepest hill, one step forward and none back is what I am aiming for so wish me luck!!